Friday, January 06, 2006


In Pain

They met again after their first date, and though
she ran out of words at times, the way he held her
hand made her silence seems okay. For her, it
seemed as though they'd always known each
other. Since then, they became inseparable.

He was tall and strong, with dark brown hair and
handsome in his own way, but it was his smile that she
remembered the most. She would tell him what she
wanted in life -her hopes and dreams for the future-
and he would listen, having no doubts on her to make
it all come true and the way he said it made her believe him.
With 1 smile, she knew how much he meant to her.

The day came when she had to move with her mom
in Ca, it was their relationship's 1st and greatest
challenge. They both tried to keep in touch. With
different time zones, they we're able to continue
what they have somehow.
She loved him and he did too, but one by one,
things didn't turn their way, one by one, it turned
against them. Less communication, less talks and
more pain for both of them. It almost drove them
crazy but unlike any other long-distance
relationship, they didn't grew apart instead, they
held on. Their love for each other grew more and
more each day, which made it harder. Until the
truth came, She Can Never Go Back Home, she'd
been left w/o a choice. "Nothing's Going to Change
Between Us", " We'll try to make it work", easing
the pain. "We'll find a way to be together", they
both promised each other but in the end, they
couldn't. "We'll never be over", but they were.

She was frightened, always have been by the
knowledge that all of it will be ending soon for they
both knew that it'll be impossible for them to see
each other again.. not for a long time.* She sees
his tears even if she's not there beside him, she
feels him drowning of loneliness, fearing the pain
his going through. She worries about him more
than she does about her. And so, she set him free,
rather seeing him happy w/ someone else than feel
empty being w/ her. Tears never stopped from
flowing since. Every night, before she goes to
sleep, she thinks of him, how perfect he was for
her and then on, she'll weep again.
He adored her, loved her for her, made her pain
his', made her problems his', he understood her,
accepted her weaknesses and became her
strength. She meant everything to him and
completely loved her without any pinch of doubt or
regret. It's because of her that he believed in love
again and it was him who made her see the real
meaning of it. In this gamble, they lose. Things
between them will never be the same again. Now,
they're starting to live a life of their own separately.
It pains her as much as it pains him. And in this
world of uncertainty, only time can tell what's
ahead of them.

Still, she believes that he's the one made for her
Thankful to ever meet her one great love and
holding on to her promise that she'll always love
him for he was the greatest thing ever happened to
her.


valaquella bled for you at 10:11 AM

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