Feelings of emptiness
Engulf me
Black holes of loneliness
Envelope me
I'm all by myself
In this cold dark place
Nobody sees me
I hide my face
Nobody hears me
I stifle my tears
Nobody loves me
I close my heart
And listen to the echoes
Of my fears
Bounce off the walls
Of my heart
A slight tremble
A deafening roar
Swallowing me whole
In its mighty wave
Of salty, uncried tears
Of hidden grief
Of throbbing pain
Buried deep within me
In the core
Of my soul
Full of holes
With faint wisps of nothings
Of forgotten joys
Of vanished dreams
Once bright with hope
And full of light
But away went the light
It abandoned me
And darkness emcompassed me
I accept the reality
And I fall to the ground
As I realize
That I'm lost forever
And never will be found

by my friend: Syngin